notsotoplessboy

I am back!!!

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 16:10:02 GMT

ok after three years I haven't used livejournal. I also read my past entries and they are sad and completely not who I am today. I am happy and work in a great law firm. I also go school at nights to become an art teacher.
I am no longer lonely and sad. I met a great guy and also I get along with my family.
I was bored so I decided to go to LJ and see who it is and its still running..hehe.
well I am in NYC , so laters folks...

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 17:57:08 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Joe
Birthday:	06/19/1982
Birthplace:	chelsea
Current Location:	wilmington
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	black
Height:	5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	vietnamese
The Shoes You Wore Today:	white swiss sneakers
Your Weakness:	guys..lol
Your Fears:	not succeding
Your Perfect Pizza:	a simple cold pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	atleast do well in school this year and succed!!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up:	oh I am hard......
Your Best Physical Feature:	...my body?
Your Bedtime:	mindnight..well it seem like it...sigh
Your Most Missed Memory:	my childhood
Pepsi or Coke:	niether yuck!!!
MacDonalds or Burger King:	trying to go neither or any fast food but both or equal
Single or Group Dates:	perfure single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla..hehe
Cappuccino or Coffee:	depends on my mood but I like both espeaically at starbucks
Do you Smoke:	No
Do you Swear:	yup
Do you Sing:	ya
Do you Shower Daily:	of course
Have you Been in Love:	ya or I think I have
Do you want to go to College:	salter school
Do you want to get Married:	yup of course
Do you belive in yourself:	ummm... well i try kinda
Do you get Motion Sickness:	sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive:	sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:	no...i should
Do you get along with your Parents:	no...i should
Do you like Thunderstorms:	never really pay attention
Do you play an Instrument:	violen...well use to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yup...alabamaslama babe!!!!!
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	kinda..I do shop alot if that counts...but not in a mall
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	yes
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	I wish
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	yes
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	yes
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	yes
How do you want to Die:	in my sleep when i am 60+
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	married to a boy get a job that pay 50k a year or more, a house and kids
What country would you most like to Visit:	europe,asia,canada,hawaii islands..ect
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	love all kinds
Favourite Hair Color:	love all kinds
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	doesn't matter just not too tall or too short
Weight:	doesn't matter just not too overwieght or too buff or too thin
Best Clothing Style:	atleast have some kind of good style
Number of Drugs I have taken:	no druge that can damage one life please
Number of CDs I own:	doesn't matter
Number of Piercings:	doesn't matter , just not to many
Number of Tattoos:	doesn't matter, just not to many
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	should regret what happen in the past just move on
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

whatever

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 05:06:55 GMT

it seem all the guys one min think your cool, hot, and popluar, and next day your lonely. Hate that so much! Can't even find one person to stay connected with you or your friend.... maybe I am too negative and not being paitent that why I am single.

Anyway I just got OC season one and two and I got all seasons of six feet under and whole complete seasons of inuyasha. Also got full-time job full-time work, plain to find gay events like bowling, or gay choir and make new friends...so I can keep away from all these depression this year.

BACK!!!!

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 20:05:04 GMT

Glad to have the four day weekend and It seem like having a trip with the family is awesome, and I suggest to have a family trip going on a cruise one day. the cemermony was fun busy seem like my side of the family do all the work though and theirs don't cook...lol

Sad sid of the trip make me realise even how jealious I am at my younger brother. He's succesfull, young,althlic, got the looks, and built. I am always jealious but now even more, it seem alot of guys and girls check him out and he easily make friends. Where I am always like the last person to get pick out he's the star. If he's gay I would lost all my dates to him, hate that feeling. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

wow another sign of getting old

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 13:29:00 GMT

Finally, my middle brother is getting engage this weekend. So, the whole family going to Oregon for the weekend to make an egagment cermony. I never been there but heard its beaituful. Now the only Two people left in my family turn to get married is me and my younger brother, wow what pressure, but I think my younger brother will get married first he's with her for 2 yrs now and I am still single. It seem like my whole family making me feel more depressed because almost all the family get togther it seem like a couple thing and I am an outsider, which make me feel so leftout cause I am single.well I g2g pack and stuff for the trip. Latas!~

yay happy day

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 16:59:38 GMT

OMG!!!!! AHHHHH!!! After three months break up with my gf aka (toplessgirl) and though I will not to have a gf agian, she return , I am so excieted cause being a gay guy it is tough to not have a gf around.

ummm

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 15:43:59 GMT

Post anything my friends, I got nothing to think of. so, feel free to write anything....

Heres a couple questions to my friends....

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 16:21:24 GMT

1. Do you find it hard to read through my LJ?

-- I find that I sometimes have to read it over couples times to see what I am trying to say.

2. What do you think about blind dates of any form?

-- I always get neverious about if he will show or not since theres alot of players out there.

3.What is your point of view of who I am by reading my entries?

4. Finally question is did you have fun reading my entries?

wow

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 15:27:37 GMT

its already been 6 months and three weeks at walmart? Thats the first job I ever stick with that long. Go me! school is cool I finally past classes. 5 weeks go by fast. And I been on dates left to right, But no luck, so life is going by so good.
I am thinking of getting an i-pod.I also thinking to get ready and get tons of pants and nice shirts, for paralegal jobs, which it will be 6-7 months away, so why not. As a paralegal I can be kinda like legally blonde, and mixed of Ally McBeal. hehe! well its almost fall thats means, college boys will be here, I can't wait plus in sepmemter I get to meet a cutie, that I been talking to. Nothing serious but I am interested to meet him for a while now..

Well thats all folks "enjoy life and respect yourself Always!" my new model :)

oh cool my school will have paralegal

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 04:14:11 GMT

so should I stay with health claims or go for paralegal? and soon my boy will visit me I been talking to him online for a while we connect too, but he lives far away..why do guys are so great far away.. oh well I am too excieted to meet him!

me a walking zombie

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 14:33:39 GMT

I been very tired lately waking up at 5am and have class till 2pm and work till 10pm. Thank god, Its only monday thur thursday. Well I got time to meet guys, but no luck yet. I been in heat alot lately and so in mood to make myself as a whore. I know I shouldn't but I can't get it out of my head....

judgemental and shallowniness

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 15:06:05 GMT

in the real world the communtiy is very big on this and even more worest is the gay culture. I am too is one of them I say to alot of guys I am into guys that are white and asian and is avg to a little over wieght build, and is 5 yrs younger or older then me. not into bigboneded and slim guys. which is bad, it might also be a reason why am I still single. it also show why guys don't give me a try cause they are shallow of there own. for that you think its bad for me think that way or its normal?

At work

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 14:47:49 GMT

remember I was talking about a boy I work with is cute and gay well I guess when u pay more attention he's not that cute but fair cute anyways.. I told him about me and I found out he just got out of 6 yrs relationship and he's 27. he also a goies to clubs often and way into pride which is not a probelem but its not my thing.. there for so far it kinda sound he's not my type but also he's not ready for anyone for a long time, but he seem cool!

here goes nothing..

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 03:44:27 GMT

well by the 11th of july till 9 months I will go to school for monday to thursday from 8am to 2:30pm and work 5-6pm to 10 mon -thursday.. and work 10-12 hrs shift friday and saturday. On the 8th of july I will be in NY for the first time GO ME!! everyone tells me I should go to NY..well wish me luck going back to school I am going for a billing and coding medical..and on the note I need to learn to save money big time been a material boy for so long it hard

23

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 04:01:47 GMT

Its my birthday the June 19th!! I am looking back and I am changing a bit got a job working hard. but I am seeing that my future everyone is getting older and leaving to live there life. have a scaring pit feeling that I will be alone. I am gonna visit a school torromow and if it works out I will be going there for two years and will do better then I ever can I promise myself that and then mu life can change to a better one.

I am also thinking about my past lovelife and mopping at it. I know its bad but whenever I feel lonely I always think of what if.. sigh well at least I will be in NY in two weeks always been dreaming to travel around but working hard pays off. hope if true about my next love life if it comes true and hope this year I make more friends and maybe have couple life long friends...

yay me!!!

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 15:08:05 GMT

here I am agian single and busy with work. Athough theres a guy I work with that is gay and I am interested in him, but I don't know how to tell him I am gay too... everyone at work think I am straight. Any advice?

Next week I it will be my b-day YAYYY!!! geting older boooo!!! I am also going to visit a campus of a school I might go to and deside to take another chance in schooling and also think I will never save up enough for school so I will take loan it sucks. So, I pray cause I am cathloic I will pray to succed in school is time around and still work at walmart full-time.

Sun, 22 May 2005 02:42:49 GMT

yay!!!!! I saw espoide 3 and bought the trilogy!!!!!

OoOoO

Sun, 08 May 2005 03:55:35 GMT

Life is peachy,... it seem that I learn last week people do read my LJ I though people don't well I will try to update it to make people happy. I enjoy my life now, love my family and its close to mothers day and my sister which is same day as her husband so after buying gifts this weekend I am pooor beside counting my school money which is close enough so I start going for nails. super duper!!

Star wars coming out finally got to watch it. I am also should stop spending money for how I enjoy shopping it will be tough.

For work I was asked to be a department managor but since that rumor went around I lost the chance. Oh Well!!!

True friends

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 15:41:12 GMT

I love my friends and just found that out lastnight. They maybe not what I though good friends are like, yet they are great people. I regain hope still, and still I got friends I can count on to hangout from time to time and if they can't it is becuase we are all busy and life is a bitch like that. so who really need a lover if you got good friends in time that person will come along but they all come and go. True friends will always be there , that and family and I have both.
Well an update I am getting my nail license manicure anyone? hehe and saving up for massage therapy later on. also plain to save up to live on my own, not getting any younger here...

argh...

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 00:27:52 GMT

well heres me agian been a looooooooooooooooong time. Well I got a job but no money really saved. I worked about 2 months now. I worked overnight now I work days retail yay!! pay less but I get more time to have a life. Since I started to have this job I got no life, I havn't seen my friends for ages and lost couple of my friends and also sad I lost my wife topless dancer. Miss her...

It all started the v-day/ chinese new year day. That day I plain a get togther for dinner and I call her we talked and she ask if she can bring someone to dinner with her, but that person was someone I dated in the past, I told her I kinda not in the mood to see someone from my past on this type of dinner. The conversation ended and she said hope u have fun. I was upset cause she's like my best friend my topless dancer. so I called like almost every hr to see if she still going no answer and then I get sad and tell her on her answer machine that she can bring him, still no answer. well the v-day/ chinese new year "Lunar new Year" was fun and last time I did anything with my friends. next day I called topless dancer at work which she is always cool but this time I got an e-mail saying don't call me at work anymore and why can't she invite whoever for dinner, that end of ever talking to her. now she never answer my calls of e-mailing...

Now I am plaining a birthday dinner thing where I can see all my friends for last time before next fall but seem like no one can make it now. Yes I keep on shifting the days for that day, so my closer friends can go but it keep on screwing up.

So ya now I got a job good I pay my bills on time. But I am kinda poor, lonely, and no social life. But I got family closer.......

short

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 18:48:26 GMT

since most people say you are to young to worry about love then when is the right time? when u get older it usually get harder..

And when its so wrong to find love in this cruel online things where can a gay guy find love in the real world?

Then is having a dream of happy ever after with your dream prince silly?

chuc mung nam moi....

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 03:10:15 GMT

Which means Happy Lunar Years as knows as happy chinese new years!

yet agian been awhile since I wrote an entry, mostly cause I been to busy with work. I have a crush with this guy a work but found out he doesn't speak english. Work been labor and wanna quiet but I need it so far I been sav ing little but I also just got my pay check but its only a week worth so its not much. I also finally got a new computer, and got a whole season of Hack. well that all folks!!!!!!!!

random

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 15:14:32 GMT

Take the quiz: "Your Bedtime Body Language (PICS)(Guys Only)"

On Your Side
You are probably mild-mannered and rational. Since this semifetal sleeper takes up a minimal amount of space, he tends to be a giving lover. Also, he's way too sensible to play -- or stand for -- mind games.

buzy buzy buzy

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 00:11:44 GMT

well tonight will be my 4th day at work. the hrs is 10pm to 7am and its so hard to get a good night sleep in the morning. I usually wake up ever hr and sleep about 5-6 hrs. trying to aim 8 hrs. Lastnight I didn't have enough sleep so the day drag and work was slow so I learn my lesson. today finally I slept 4 hrs straight. well beside sleep work its ok at some point kinda hard but overall work its simple and fun. in a week I will work in toys section. well its time to get ready to go to work!!!

a Big step towards my goal...

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 18:30:58 GMT

well its been a long time since I wrote because meanly I been having a lame ass life same thing everyday nothingness. Well there was couple parties, dinner and hangout with friends but nothing big in my life lately.

But now it change since I drop out of college I plain to get a full-time job to get money for my massage therapy school goal. Well I finally got the full-time job I am start it on thursday well oritation is on thursday but same thing I pretty much start working following day. So excieted!!! Well I will be working the grave yard hours, at walmart and geting paid about 11 an hr. So, I be able so save money within a year to go to massage therapy school. I am aslo learning to drive from a speaical friend. And I got a new computer but I need some cord or something to hook it to my cable to go online, but that I can get with my first pay check...hehe

So happy that I am making something of my life now!!!