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| Sunday, February 3rd, 2008 | | 10:54 am |
I am back!!!
ok after three years I haven't used livejournal. I also read my past entries and they are sad and completely not who I am today. I am happy and work in a great law firm. I also go school at nights to become an art teacher.
I am no longer lonely and sad. I met a great guy and also I get along with my family.
I was bored so I decided to go to LJ and see who it is and its still running..hehe.
well I am in NYC , so laters folks... | | Thursday, September 29th, 2005 | | 1:57 pm |
| | Wednesday, September 14th, 2005 | | 1:05 am |
whatever
it seem all the guys one min think your cool, hot, and popluar, and next day your lonely. Hate that so much! Can't even find one person to stay connected with you or your friend.... maybe I am too negative and not being paitent that why I am single. Anyway I just got OC season one and two and I got all seasons of six feet under and whole complete seasons of inuyasha. Also got full-time job full-time work, plain to find gay events like bowling, or gay choir and make new friends...so I can keep away from all these depression this year. | | Monday, September 5th, 2005 | | 4:00 pm |
BACK!!!!
Glad to have the four day weekend and It seem like having a trip with the family is awesome, and I suggest to have a family trip going on a cruise one day. the cemermony was fun busy seem like my side of the family do all the work though and theirs don't cook...lol Sad sid of the trip make me realise even how jealious I am at my younger brother. He's succesfull, young,althlic, got the looks, and built. I am always jealious but now even more, it seem alot of guys and girls check him out and he easily make friends. Where I am always like the last person to get pick out he's the star. If he's gay I would lost all my dates to him, hate that feeling. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! | | Friday, September 2nd, 2005 | | 9:22 am |
wow another sign of getting old
Finally, my middle brother is getting engage this weekend. So, the whole family going to Oregon for the weekend to make an egagment cermony. I never been there but heard its beaituful. Now the only Two people left in my family turn to get married is me and my younger brother, wow what pressure, but I think my younger brother will get married first he's with her for 2 yrs now and I am still single. It seem like my whole family making me feel more depressed because almost all the family get togther it seem like a couple thing and I am an outsider, which make me feel so leftout cause I am single.well I g2g pack and stuff for the trip. Latas!~ | | Friday, August 26th, 2005 | | 12:57 pm |
yay happy day
OMG!!!!! AHHHHH!!! After three months break up with my gf aka (toplessgirl) and though I will not to have a gf agian, she return , I am so excieted cause being a gay guy it is tough to not have a gf around. Current Mood:  crazyCurrent Music: Ace of Base- It's a beautiful life | | Wednesday, August 10th, 2005 | | 11:44 am |
ummm
Post anything my friends, I got nothing to think of. so, feel free to write anything.... | | Thursday, August 4th, 2005 | | 12:12 pm |
| | Monday, August 1st, 2005 | | 11:15 am |
wow
its already been 6 months and three weeks at walmart? Thats the first job I ever stick with that long. Go me! school is cool I finally past classes. 5 weeks go by fast. And I been on dates left to right, But no luck, so life is going by so good. I am thinking of getting an i-pod.I also thinking to get ready and get tons of pants and nice shirts, for paralegal jobs, which it will be 6-7 months away, so why not. As a paralegal I can be kinda like legally blonde, and mixed of Ally McBeal. hehe! well its almost fall thats means, college boys will be here, I can't wait plus in sepmemter I get to meet a cutie, that I been talking to. Nothing serious but I am interested to meet him for a while now.. Well thats all folks "enjoy life and respect yourself Always!" my new model :) Current Mood:  excited | | Friday, July 22nd, 2005 | | 12:12 am |
oh cool my school will have paralegal
so should I stay with health claims or go for paralegal? and soon my boy will visit me I been talking to him online for a while we connect too, but he lives far away..why do guys are so great far away.. oh well I am too excieted to meet him! | | Thursday, July 14th, 2005 | | 10:29 am |
me a walking zombie
I been very tired lately waking up at 5am and have class till 2pm and work till 10pm. Thank god, Its only monday thur thursday. Well I got time to meet guys, but no luck yet. I been in heat alot lately and so in mood to make myself as a whore. I know I shouldn't but I can't get it out of my head.... Current Mood:  crappy | | Monday, July 11th, 2005 | | 11:01 am |
judgemental and shallowniness
in the real world the communtiy is very big on this and even more worest is the gay culture. I am too is one of them I say to alot of guys I am into guys that are white and asian and is avg to a little over wieght build, and is 5 yrs younger or older then me. not into bigboneded and slim guys. which is bad, it might also be a reason why am I still single. it also show why guys don't give me a try cause they are shallow of there own. for that you think its bad for me think that way or its normal? | | Tuesday, July 5th, 2005 | | 10:43 am |
At work
remember I was talking about a boy I work with is cute and gay well I guess when u pay more attention he's not that cute but fair cute anyways.. I told him about me and I found out he just got out of 6 yrs relationship and he's 27. he also a goies to clubs often and way into pride which is not a probelem but its not my thing.. there for so far it kinda sound he's not my type but also he's not ready for anyone for a long time, but he seem cool! | | Thursday, June 30th, 2005 | | 11:39 pm |
here goes nothing..
well by the 11th of july till 9 months I will go to school for monday to thursday from 8am to 2:30pm and work 5-6pm to 10 mon -thursday.. and work 10-12 hrs shift friday and saturday. On the 8th of july I will be in NY for the first time GO ME!! everyone tells me I should go to NY..well wish me luck going back to school I am going for a billing and coding medical..and on the note I need to learn to save money big time been a material boy for so long it hard | | Sunday, June 19th, 2005 | | 11:55 pm |
23
Its my birthday the June 19th!! I am looking back and I am changing a bit got a job working hard. but I am seeing that my future everyone is getting older and leaving to live there life. have a scaring pit feeling that I will be alone. I am gonna visit a school torromow and if it works out I will be going there for two years and will do better then I ever can I promise myself that and then mu life can change to a better one. I am also thinking about my past lovelife and mopping at it. I know its bad but whenever I feel lonely I always think of what if.. sigh well at least I will be in NY in two weeks always been dreaming to travel around but working hard pays off. hope if true about my next love life if it comes true and hope this year I make more friends and maybe have couple life long friends... | | Tuesday, June 14th, 2005 | | 11:02 am |
yay me!!!
here I am agian single and busy with work. Athough theres a guy I work with that is gay and I am interested in him, but I don't know how to tell him I am gay too... everyone at work think I am straight. Any advice? Next week I it will be my b-day YAYYY!!! geting older boooo!!! I am also going to visit a campus of a school I might go to and deside to take another chance in schooling and also think I will never save up enough for school so I will take loan it sucks. So, I pray cause I am cathloic I will pray to succed in school is time around and still work at walmart full-time. Current Mood:  bouncy | | Saturday, May 21st, 2005 | | 10:41 pm |
yay!!!!! I saw espoide 3 and bought the trilogy!!!!! | | Saturday, May 7th, 2005 | | 11:48 pm |
OoOoO
Life is peachy,... it seem that I learn last week people do read my LJ I though people don't well I will try to update it to make people happy. I enjoy my life now, love my family and its close to mothers day and my sister which is same day as her husband so after buying gifts this weekend I am pooor beside counting my school money which is close enough so I start going for nails. super duper!! Star wars coming out finally got to watch it. I am also should stop spending money for how I enjoy shopping it will be tough. For work I was asked to be a department managor but since that rumor went around I lost the chance. Oh Well!!! | | Monday, April 11th, 2005 | | 11:34 am |
True friends
I love my friends and just found that out lastnight. They maybe not what I though good friends are like, yet they are great people. I regain hope still, and still I got friends I can count on to hangout from time to time and if they can't it is becuase we are all busy and life is a bitch like that. so who really need a lover if you got good friends in time that person will come along but they all come and go. True friends will always be there , that and family and I have both. Well an update I am getting my nail license manicure anyone? hehe and saving up for massage therapy later on. also plain to save up to live on my own, not getting any younger here... | | Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005 | | 7:03 pm |
argh...
well heres me agian been a looooooooooooooooong time. Well I got a job but no money really saved. I worked about 2 months now. I worked overnight now I work days retail yay!! pay less but I get more time to have a life. Since I started to have this job I got no life, I havn't seen my friends for ages and lost couple of my friends and also sad I lost my wife topless dancer. Miss her... It all started the v-day/ chinese new year day. That day I plain a get togther for dinner and I call her we talked and she ask if she can bring someone to dinner with her, but that person was someone I dated in the past, I told her I kinda not in the mood to see someone from my past on this type of dinner. The conversation ended and she said hope u have fun. I was upset cause she's like my best friend my topless dancer. so I called like almost every hr to see if she still going no answer and then I get sad and tell her on her answer machine that she can bring him, still no answer. well the v-day/ chinese new year "Lunar new Year" was fun and last time I did anything with my friends. next day I called topless dancer at work which she is always cool but this time I got an e-mail saying don't call me at work anymore and why can't she invite whoever for dinner, that end of ever talking to her. now she never answer my calls of e-mailing... Now I am plaining a birthday dinner thing where I can see all my friends for last time before next fall but seem like no one can make it now. Yes I keep on shifting the days for that day, so my closer friends can go but it keep on screwing up. So ya now I got a job good I pay my bills on time. But I am kinda poor, lonely, and no social life. But I got family closer....... Current Mood: gloomy |
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